Promises to myself … and how they changed my life I am not good at keeping promises to myself, but strive to keep my promises to others. I HOPE they’ll appreciate and see me in a better light. The kind of light I’ve been struggling to see myself for years. I’ve tried denying or suppressing my promises, thinking that I…

Did you ever feel lost during your travels to Europe? It’s a wonderful and honestly a kind of mind blowing continent, so many languages, cultures, borders. So much to pay attention to. It’s one thing what you learn in geography class, and another thing what you learn on site. …

STILL: -want to change the world? -think you have to be the smartest in the class? -believe you’re fat and you weigh yourself each morning? -want to learn foreign languages cause you want to show how different you are? -want to hide in your corner when all eyes are on you? -don’t understand the ‘out of the comfort zone’ state, simply because your whole life has not been in any comfort? -think you are not special?

Write Down Your Pros And Cons: Getting that constructive chaos out of your head can be done by transferring it to paper. Write yourself a nice long list, get it allllll out. Seeing them written down might just help you come to terms with what you really want. Alright Next: Be Emotionally Objective: Decisions are always emotionally driven. You cant just…

I thought I had to learn how to be different; I thought I had to be different. Cause the real me was not enough. I didn’t like my family; I was ashamed with them. I was ashamed cause we had no means and didn’t strive for more. I was ashamed…